I've realised something bad.. I think I might have a mild phobia over something... I did not want to admit it but this could be a really serious case if I don't tell anyone.. But I don't know how to go about it.. It's so frustrating... Why do I have this intense fear every time I do that..? Haiz.. I can't believe it myself...
I have to depend on others now... Haiz... How am I supposed to live my life now..? Gosh..
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Mukyaaaaaa~
Nodame Cantabile Movie is coming out!!!!! Kyaaaaa~ I can't wait for it!!!!
Have to wait for a very long long time.. T.T Noooooo~ And it's the last movie!!! NOOOO~
I want more!! More!!! More!!!
Have to wait for a very long long time.. T.T Noooooo~ And it's the last movie!!! NOOOO~
I want more!! More!!! More!!!
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Chapter 0.1
5 more days..
I'm going back..
The island is actually not that bad.. I've really gotten accustomed to the weather.
The weather is just perfect for me. Rain seldom pours and it's great because rain is never my kind of weather. The sun is always glaring and rises up at around 6 a.m. while the setting time is always around 6.25 p.m.. Aaahh.. And there's the wind.. Strong but never cold.. Neither is it hot..
It's scary when it rains though. The wind is extremely strong. It is always cold and chilly. They say the wind is from neighbouring countries. I remember everything's flying outside, especially the small and light dustbins. Even the rubbish flew out and it was a mess. High-pitch screams and shouts could be heard. Oh, it's the ladies, trying to collect their almost-dry-clothes in the heavy rain. My, my, my, luckily I had collected them earlier and as always my prediction had not fail me. It's really easy to do a weather forecast in this small island, especially the cloudy and rainy ones.
But all in all, I like the weather in this small island called Labuan.
I'm going back..
The island is actually not that bad.. I've really gotten accustomed to the weather.
The weather is just perfect for me. Rain seldom pours and it's great because rain is never my kind of weather. The sun is always glaring and rises up at around 6 a.m. while the setting time is always around 6.25 p.m.. Aaahh.. And there's the wind.. Strong but never cold.. Neither is it hot..
It's scary when it rains though. The wind is extremely strong. It is always cold and chilly. They say the wind is from neighbouring countries. I remember everything's flying outside, especially the small and light dustbins. Even the rubbish flew out and it was a mess. High-pitch screams and shouts could be heard. Oh, it's the ladies, trying to collect their almost-dry-clothes in the heavy rain. My, my, my, luckily I had collected them earlier and as always my prediction had not fail me. It's really easy to do a weather forecast in this small island, especially the cloudy and rainy ones.
But all in all, I like the weather in this small island called Labuan.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
What is it that makes a person really, really tired??
1. Just the thought of no water
2. Worrying about water problem
3. Thinking really hard where to find water
4. Thinking ways to avoid long ques to get to water
5. Waiting for your turn (water is like urine, in other words, very small)
6. Carrying water to your room (few blocks away from water source, 3 floors WAY up)
7. Repeat the cycle everyday for 1 week
Yep, this is the life of students in this college. How unlucky and pitiful of us girls. Tsk tsk tsk.. Sad when there's so little gentleman.. What happened to all of them?? God knows where..
2. Worrying about water problem
3. Thinking really hard where to find water
4. Thinking ways to avoid long ques to get to water
5. Waiting for your turn (water is like urine, in other words, very small)
6. Carrying water to your room (few blocks away from water source, 3 floors WAY up)
7. Repeat the cycle everyday for 1 week
Yep, this is the life of students in this college. How unlucky and pitiful of us girls. Tsk tsk tsk.. Sad when there's so little gentleman.. What happened to all of them?? God knows where..
Monday, August 10, 2009
Bored bored bored...
I'm bored bored bored and lazy lazy lazy... hahaha....
sad... got quarantine in this stupid place... so sad.... can't even go to church... huhu.. :(
I was so looking forward to joining choir.. Huhuhu... That's the only chance that I can sing out loud... :(
sad... got quarantine in this stupid place... so sad.... can't even go to church... huhu.. :(
I was so looking forward to joining choir.. Huhuhu... That's the only chance that I can sing out loud... :(
Monday, July 27, 2009
Now and Then
Ever wondered how long those people in the old days could live so damn long? How the people nowadays only live till like 80++ only?? People nowadays die earlier.
Or ever wondered why kids nowadays are born handicapped or disabled even though the mother did not smoke, did not take any kind of alcohol during pregnancy, married before the age of 30?
Or why do kids nowadays have so many problems, especially skin? Eczema is the most common one. Why huh? Why why why?
Could it be the irresponsible people working just for the profit or the money? Or could it be the people who are unaware of the crisis we are facing right now? For example, KK has been extremely hot for the past few months and it can be really unbearable. It wasn't that hot last year. It's like the heat is piercing right through your delicate skin. Imagine all the ultraviolet that got into your skin. That's why ladies now apply lotion or cream or mosturiser to make it less ugly and less dry because ultraviolet makes skin looks like a grandma's skin. But you know, we can stop all this. Stop open buring damn it!!! Why do all those old uncle(mostly guys) won't fucking listen?! -.-
Why is it that cancer is such a common thing now? Why do women have to check their breast every now and then? Like before and after menstruation and also during bath time. Even girls that just reach 16 years old ought to be taught to know how to do the checking of breast lumps.
I hate eating in my canteen. Sometimes, I don't feel like eating. The food looks okay, still fresh, still hot as steams can be seen emitted from the food but imagine all those hot stuffs being poured into this white thing-plastic container. The one used for 'da bau'. Well, not a container but whatever.. Imagine all the toxic produced when the heat combined with the plastic. And all these toxics are the ones causing the normal cells to evolve into cancerous cells. You felt nothing when you eat all those food, you could not care less, but you should have looked at your face when you found out that you had cancer. You just felt the effect, haven't you? Isn't it too late?
There's this one time in Labuan. I could not forget what happened that day. It was embarrasing yet I do not deny it. I thought of buying a newpaper so I went into this stationery shop. At the counter sat an old Malay woman. She saw me coming with a newspaper in my hand yet she ignored me when I was ready to pay. In my mind, I was thinking "rude much, hey, you have a customer here". Then after some time, she attended to me. I paid. Then, I did the most stupid thing in the world. Actually an act of selfishness. I remembered how newspapers can seriously dirty one's hand with its black ink so I opened my mouth and asked, " can I have a plasctic bag?"(they never give one when you buy newspaper but no harm done by asking right?)
Wow, I was astounded by the look she gave me the second I said that.
Old woman: I only earned 10 cents by selling newspapers and you want a plastic bag?
Me : Huh?
Old woman: Have you ever received an education? Your school never taught about the effects of using plastics? Don't you know plastics are polluting our world? Global warming? (with an insulting tone and a death stare)
Me : (scared by an old lady)
Old woman: Don't you know plastics are banned in other countries? They use shopping bags now! They are going to ban the use of plastics in Malaysia too, don't you know that? Girl, you don't need plastic la.
Me : (nod and walked away)
Old woman: (still yapping)
Holy, I was like O.O, so scared to walk into that place ever again. But I admitted my mistake. I was terribly stupid and am ashamed.
Anyways, please be thoughtful and don't do anything stupid.
Or ever wondered why kids nowadays are born handicapped or disabled even though the mother did not smoke, did not take any kind of alcohol during pregnancy, married before the age of 30?
Or why do kids nowadays have so many problems, especially skin? Eczema is the most common one. Why huh? Why why why?
Could it be the irresponsible people working just for the profit or the money? Or could it be the people who are unaware of the crisis we are facing right now? For example, KK has been extremely hot for the past few months and it can be really unbearable. It wasn't that hot last year. It's like the heat is piercing right through your delicate skin. Imagine all the ultraviolet that got into your skin. That's why ladies now apply lotion or cream or mosturiser to make it less ugly and less dry because ultraviolet makes skin looks like a grandma's skin. But you know, we can stop all this. Stop open buring damn it!!! Why do all those old uncle(mostly guys) won't fucking listen?! -.-
Why is it that cancer is such a common thing now? Why do women have to check their breast every now and then? Like before and after menstruation and also during bath time. Even girls that just reach 16 years old ought to be taught to know how to do the checking of breast lumps.
I hate eating in my canteen. Sometimes, I don't feel like eating. The food looks okay, still fresh, still hot as steams can be seen emitted from the food but imagine all those hot stuffs being poured into this white thing-plastic container. The one used for 'da bau'. Well, not a container but whatever.. Imagine all the toxic produced when the heat combined with the plastic. And all these toxics are the ones causing the normal cells to evolve into cancerous cells. You felt nothing when you eat all those food, you could not care less, but you should have looked at your face when you found out that you had cancer. You just felt the effect, haven't you? Isn't it too late?
There's this one time in Labuan. I could not forget what happened that day. It was embarrasing yet I do not deny it. I thought of buying a newpaper so I went into this stationery shop. At the counter sat an old Malay woman. She saw me coming with a newspaper in my hand yet she ignored me when I was ready to pay. In my mind, I was thinking "rude much, hey, you have a customer here". Then after some time, she attended to me. I paid. Then, I did the most stupid thing in the world. Actually an act of selfishness. I remembered how newspapers can seriously dirty one's hand with its black ink so I opened my mouth and asked, " can I have a plasctic bag?"(they never give one when you buy newspaper but no harm done by asking right?)
Wow, I was astounded by the look she gave me the second I said that.
Old woman: I only earned 10 cents by selling newspapers and you want a plastic bag?
Me : Huh?
Old woman: Have you ever received an education? Your school never taught about the effects of using plastics? Don't you know plastics are polluting our world? Global warming? (with an insulting tone and a death stare)
Me : (scared by an old lady)
Old woman: Don't you know plastics are banned in other countries? They use shopping bags now! They are going to ban the use of plastics in Malaysia too, don't you know that? Girl, you don't need plastic la.
Me : (nod and walked away)
Old woman: (still yapping)
Holy, I was like O.O, so scared to walk into that place ever again. But I admitted my mistake. I was terribly stupid and am ashamed.
Anyways, please be thoughtful and don't do anything stupid.
Urticaria
-_____- I finally know the non-chinese name for 'fung mok'.... Man.. I fucking hate this skin rashes of mine... =___=lll It's getting worse... Want to see some pictures of this urticaria thingy? I got it from wikipedia.
Oh, you had no idea how much it itches and hurts.. I can't even identify the so called triggers.. Didn't know this shit is really common now until I found out that 2 of my room mates have it too. Damn, why do kids nowadays have this shit?? What causes it?
Damn.. We are asked to find the triggers ourselves. That's like damn hard man.. There are so many things we eat, touch, smell! How to fucking know things that could cause my skin to swell and to become really red?! Only God knows man...
I'm so irritated at this urticaria shit.. Hahaha I suddenly thought of it's old name.. Something we used to call it - MIV(mosquito infected virus) or NeNeK SKIN. Hahaha we were so hillarious back then right? Kakaka. Why MIV? It's because it looks like you just got stung by millions of mosquitoes. It does look like mosquito bites right? Hahaha I forgot who came up with the name 'nenek skin' though.. Sarah or Anne ah? Hahaha
Gosh, now doctor told me that I have sensitive skin.. =___= You know what she told me?? I'm allergic to dust... I mean come on! Dust?!! That's like everywhere in the world!!! -.- Am told to clean up my dusty room in Labuan. Gah, the lazy disease strike me again.. Am feeling lazy already..
Oh, you had no idea how much it itches and hurts.. I can't even identify the so called triggers.. Didn't know this shit is really common now until I found out that 2 of my room mates have it too. Damn, why do kids nowadays have this shit?? What causes it?
Damn.. We are asked to find the triggers ourselves. That's like damn hard man.. There are so many things we eat, touch, smell! How to fucking know things that could cause my skin to swell and to become really red?! Only God knows man...
I'm so irritated at this urticaria shit.. Hahaha I suddenly thought of it's old name.. Something we used to call it - MIV(mosquito infected virus) or NeNeK SKIN. Hahaha we were so hillarious back then right? Kakaka. Why MIV? It's because it looks like you just got stung by millions of mosquitoes. It does look like mosquito bites right? Hahaha I forgot who came up with the name 'nenek skin' though.. Sarah or Anne ah? Hahaha
Gosh, now doctor told me that I have sensitive skin.. =___= You know what she told me?? I'm allergic to dust... I mean come on! Dust?!! That's like everywhere in the world!!! -.- Am told to clean up my dusty room in Labuan. Gah, the lazy disease strike me again.. Am feeling lazy already..
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Future..
The colorgenics quiz was astoundingly very accurate. For 1 week now, I have been thinking of a way to blog the emotions I'm feeling. Well, this quiz says it all..
I am very terrified with the word 'future'. I hate it whenever I hear that word. Why is that word so overwhelming yet being such a simple word.. I hate you 'future'.
I'm not sure about the children nowadays but in my days, like primary one or two, whenever given the question "what do you want to be when you grow up?". It would always be, "I want to be a doctor or a nurse or a police, a soldier!" But the most common answer that every kid in my class is the word 'doctor'. I too, had a big dream like that. When I think back, I felt like why all the kids think that way? There are so many better dreams. So many good ones, like musician or a cook or something else that has to do with the word 'fun'.
Future, future, future. Future brings fear to my soul. I get really anxious when I think of my future. Time really flies and humans grow. Soon, we will be all grown up and a whole new life. Somehow, I'm so afraid of those. I feel like running away from them. Running away from the questioning of what would your future be like.
I'm so confused, that's all I can say..
I am very terrified with the word 'future'. I hate it whenever I hear that word. Why is that word so overwhelming yet being such a simple word.. I hate you 'future'.
I'm not sure about the children nowadays but in my days, like primary one or two, whenever given the question "what do you want to be when you grow up?". It would always be, "I want to be a doctor or a nurse or a police, a soldier!" But the most common answer that every kid in my class is the word 'doctor'. I too, had a big dream like that. When I think back, I felt like why all the kids think that way? There are so many better dreams. So many good ones, like musician or a cook or something else that has to do with the word 'fun'.
Future, future, future. Future brings fear to my soul. I get really anxious when I think of my future. Time really flies and humans grow. Soon, we will be all grown up and a whole new life. Somehow, I'm so afraid of those. I feel like running away from them. Running away from the questioning of what would your future be like.
I'm so confused, that's all I can say..
CoLoRGenics
Just took this quiz few seconds ago.. This is so cool..
Name: bel
Date: 7/26/2009
Colorgenics Number: 06425137
You are seeking protection against anything which might seem to be exhausting you or tiring you out. It would appear that you are seeking a life of security and physical ease, free from any problem or disturbance.
In the past there have been - and maybe there still are - many things that you have had to do without. You have now decided to set your sights on a position or situation that could give you greater prestige and which will afford you considerable self esteem.
You feel very lonely and frustrated at this time but your shyness and modesty precludes you from establishing any deep form of relationship. You feel rather isolated and alone. You are egocentric and you believe that you are always right - well maybe you are - but you have a short fuse and are likely to take offence for the slightest reason.
You are feeling trapped by the situation as it stands at this time and what is more, you feel powerless to remedy it. You are stressful, angry and disgruntled. You feel that everything that you try to do to change the situation is thwarted and your hopes and aspirations all seem to be receding into the ever distant future. You have reached the state where you now doubt whether your dreams will ever be achieved and this is not only causing mental stress but heartache. You need to get away from it all - you need to have time to think, to recuperate, to be able to make your own decisions.
You are fed up with other people trying to influence you and you also feel that it is necessary to protect yourself from the threat that your independence and freedom may be restricted. You would just like to be left alone.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Yes INTERNET!! AFTER 1 FREAKING MONTH!!!
Yay! I finally get to use internet!! ^^
Just want to say: HI NAT, ANNE, SAR AND EVERYBODY ELSE!! I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH!!! BUHUHUHU :(
can't even communicate with you all now... I feel like I'm so FAR away from civilization!!! No entertainment at all man.. Anyways, I hope you guys are all right!! ^^
Got to go then, have to go to class oh....
Just want to say: HI NAT, ANNE, SAR AND EVERYBODY ELSE!! I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH!!! BUHUHUHU :(
can't even communicate with you all now... I feel like I'm so FAR away from civilization!!! No entertainment at all man.. Anyways, I hope you guys are all right!! ^^
Got to go then, have to go to class oh....
Friday, May 22, 2009
Labuan, It Shall Be
After a wonderful treat to japanese food by my mother, my mind was clear - I shall move on by going to Labuan. BUSY will be the only word that exists in my dictionary for the next couple of days. Imagine they gave us such a short time to pack our luggage. What kind of system is that?
Anyways, I shall not complain as I'm considered very lucky to even get the offer.
On the other hand, guilt will be shown all over my face when the time comes to leave my new school and friends. I will not be able to fulfill a promise that I'd made to them that is going to school tomorrow for the last day. Gosh, what I hate most is that I can't even apologize to them as I don't have their contacts! How stupid am I to not ask for their contacts! Sigh..
Mistakes will not be repeated, I hope.
Lastly, my mind is made up eventhough there's pros and cons of going to Labuan. When God is calling, we have no choice but to go.
Anyways, I shall not complain as I'm considered very lucky to even get the offer.
On the other hand, guilt will be shown all over my face when the time comes to leave my new school and friends. I will not be able to fulfill a promise that I'd made to them that is going to school tomorrow for the last day. Gosh, what I hate most is that I can't even apologize to them as I don't have their contacts! How stupid am I to not ask for their contacts! Sigh..
Mistakes will not be repeated, I hope.
Lastly, my mind is made up eventhough there's pros and cons of going to Labuan. When God is calling, we have no choice but to go.
Undecisive..
Just when I really love my new school... Something unexpected occurred.. I got the offer to study matriculation but not at the place that I'd hoped for. They decided to place me in something that I least hoped for - Labuan. My family is overjoyed for me. I think I would be too if I didn't start schooling. Now that I have, I'm having a hard time to decide, whether to stay or not.
I've made some friends and I really love the atmosphere and the environment there. I love the principal. She motivated me and is so much more powerful or spirited than my previous headmaster. I don't feel like leaving but if I don't leave, I may regret for all eternity. If it wasn't for the extremely hard syllabus, I wouldn't mind all the strict rules anymore.
Decision has to made as quick as possible as the date of registration is 3 days away. I'm such a poor decision maker. Most importantly, I don't know if I can leave without all my songs!
Labuan or La Salle? ...
Labuan or La Salle? T_T
Labuan or La Salle? >.<
Labuan or La Salle? .__.
My mind is so freaking screwed up. I may have to say 'bye bye blog'! Nooooo I wouldn't want that! The last thing I want to do is that!!!
I've made some friends and I really love the atmosphere and the environment there. I love the principal. She motivated me and is so much more powerful or spirited than my previous headmaster. I don't feel like leaving but if I don't leave, I may regret for all eternity. If it wasn't for the extremely hard syllabus, I wouldn't mind all the strict rules anymore.
Decision has to made as quick as possible as the date of registration is 3 days away. I'm such a poor decision maker. Most importantly, I don't know if I can leave without all my songs!
Labuan or La Salle? ...
Labuan or La Salle? T_T
Labuan or La Salle? >.<
Labuan or La Salle? .__.
My mind is so freaking screwed up. I may have to say 'bye bye blog'! Nooooo I wouldn't want that! The last thing I want to do is that!!!
My First Accident
Thursday, 21 May 2009 - At 1.20 p.m., near my school compound that is SM La Salle, I knocked a car... I repeat...
Saya terlanggar kereta orang lain... Wo zhuang dao ren jia de che... I hit a car while reversing...
Luckily, my license didn't get suspended... The damage wasn't very serious, so the guy didn't make a police report but I had to pay him money for the repair... I was very worried and I couldn't stop thinking about what my parents would say but everything was okay in the end. My parents didn't scold me, they were cool about it. I guess they understood my situation, that is having a problematic eye. Never the less, I still drive but with carefulness.
I was really sad after the accident but a calendar that arrived exactly on that day made me feel so much more better. Thanks, I appreciate it very much! :)
Saya terlanggar kereta orang lain... Wo zhuang dao ren jia de che... I hit a car while reversing...
Luckily, my license didn't get suspended... The damage wasn't very serious, so the guy didn't make a police report but I had to pay him money for the repair... I was very worried and I couldn't stop thinking about what my parents would say but everything was okay in the end. My parents didn't scold me, they were cool about it. I guess they understood my situation, that is having a problematic eye. Never the less, I still drive but with carefulness.
I was really sad after the accident but a calendar that arrived exactly on that day made me feel so much more better. Thanks, I appreciate it very much! :)
Friday, May 15, 2009
Flirtation
The wall of my room now wears a purple-bluish coat named flirtation. What a weird name, huh? I wonder why it is named flirtation. Kakaka
It took me 3 days to paint my room. After painting, I feel like 'whoosh shuuuper tired but shuuper satisfied'. Anyhow Whhheeee~ I'm feeling ecstatic~ Me like the colour. Too bad it's not sky-blue. Boo hoo~ Due to the limitations of colours, I have to choose that purple-bluish colour. Well, my mom and dad love the colour, so I love it too! XD
It took me 3 days to paint my room. After painting, I feel like 'whoosh shuuuper tired but shuuper satisfied'. Anyhow Whhheeee~ I'm feeling ecstatic~ Me like the colour. Too bad it's not sky-blue. Boo hoo~ Due to the limitations of colours, I have to choose that purple-bluish colour. Well, my mom and dad love the colour, so I love it too! XD
Monday, May 11, 2009
You Found Me
Is this a dream?
If it is
Please don't wake me from this high
I've become comfortably numb
Until you opened up my eyes
To what it's like
When everything's right
I can't believe
You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me
If it is
Please don't wake me from this high
I've become comfortably numb
Until you opened up my eyes
To what it's like
When everything's right
I can't believe
You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me
My List of Change
- Take back any unpleasant thing I have said in this blog
- Forgive everyone that has hurt my feelings
- Most importantly, forgive myself
- Paint the wall of my room sky-blue and if can, rearrange the position of the mirror
- Appreciate my parents more
- Pay more attention to my sis
- Stop complaining and blaming
- Look forward in going to form 6 if I don't get accepted by Matriculation
- Have fun in everything I do and don't be too serious
- Have more faith in God
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Addicted
It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time
Shaking
My hands are shaking. In fact, my whole body is shaking. My chest is burning. I feel like my whole body is in flames. I feel like dying. It is unbearable.
If I were a doll, I will be broken down into pieces easily. So easy, that even a touch can break me. I'm breaking and it's hurting. It hurts so badly that I think of doing the unthinkable. Everything is just so confusing to me.
Hatred is growing ever more inside of me. I will be overwhelm by it if I don't control it, maybe even go berserk. I'm keeping an eye on it now so that it wouldn't grow bigger than me and gain control over me, but I don't know how much longer I can hold it.
That's just life, isn't it?
If I were a doll, I will be broken down into pieces easily. So easy, that even a touch can break me. I'm breaking and it's hurting. It hurts so badly that I think of doing the unthinkable. Everything is just so confusing to me.
Hatred is growing ever more inside of me. I will be overwhelm by it if I don't control it, maybe even go berserk. I'm keeping an eye on it now so that it wouldn't grow bigger than me and gain control over me, but I don't know how much longer I can hold it.
That's just life, isn't it?
Friday, May 8, 2009
2 lamn dong years..
There's a huge chance that I might have to stay a couple of years here... I might have to further my studies here... doing FORM 6... Actually, I wouldn't mind studying form 6. It's just that people that are studying form 6 will be missing all the fun.. Well, for me at least.
Studying form 6 means that I'll be staying with my family for another 2 years, perhaps more.. I wouldn't want that.. I want to be independent. Staying means torture to me. I hate this, I really do. I want to go out on my own and learn stuffs. I want to experience life as a lone ranger or whatever it is instead of being stuck here.
Some people may think that I am crazy but I'm not. I'm serious. I'm crazy to leave now. It may be regrettable later but who cares. My decision now is to pack and leave as soon as possible. Sigh...
Would it kill to just let me know the results? Would it kill to just tell me that I may be studying elsewhere? I guess it does, huh? Time is wasted as I sit here and write crap.
Studying form 6 means that I'll be staying with my family for another 2 years, perhaps more.. I wouldn't want that.. I want to be independent. Staying means torture to me. I hate this, I really do. I want to go out on my own and learn stuffs. I want to experience life as a lone ranger or whatever it is instead of being stuck here.
Some people may think that I am crazy but I'm not. I'm serious. I'm crazy to leave now. It may be regrettable later but who cares. My decision now is to pack and leave as soon as possible. Sigh...
Would it kill to just let me know the results? Would it kill to just tell me that I may be studying elsewhere? I guess it does, huh? Time is wasted as I sit here and write crap.
Cyber-Jam
Today's newspaper-Daily Express, published an article regarding on the PSD's Scholarship. It said that the results are coming out on 5:00 PM.
5 o'clock SHARP, I went to the website and was utterly disappointed. The results are not yet out! I checked three to five times and still, I got the same result. Then, at 5:23 PM, I checked AGAIN for the don't-know-how-many-times already, ergh.. NOT YET OUT! To make matters worse, the site is super JAM. I have to load so many times just to get in to that website. Out of curiosity, I looked at the hit counter. WoW, 1000++ visitors in just a few minutes!! AMAZING! I'm jammed here..
In the end, I gave up. I decided to check later when there will be less visitors which will be like midnight or past midnight... Great, just when I was so anxious to know the results... =.=
I hate jams...
5 o'clock SHARP, I went to the website and was utterly disappointed. The results are not yet out! I checked three to five times and still, I got the same result. Then, at 5:23 PM, I checked AGAIN for the don't-know-how-many-times already, ergh.. NOT YET OUT! To make matters worse, the site is super JAM. I have to load so many times just to get in to that website. Out of curiosity, I looked at the hit counter. WoW, 1000++ visitors in just a few minutes!! AMAZING! I'm jammed here..
In the end, I gave up. I decided to check later when there will be less visitors which will be like midnight or past midnight... Great, just when I was so anxious to know the results... =.=
I hate jams...
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Some Salad
Recipe for a simple salad from Asian Food Channel's 'License To Grill'.
- 4 Apples
- Celery
- Walnuts
- Raisins
- 1 tbsp of Yogurt
- 1 tbsp of Mayo
- 3 Limes
Frustration
I'm frustrated. I'm frustrated. I'm frustrated.
I'm Damn Frustrated. I'm FUCKING Frustrated.
I'm Damn Frustrated. I'm FUCKING Frustrated.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
True Or Not?
Sleeping in front of a mirror is not a good thing. (okay, this maybe true, but why??)
Because the person that sleeps in front of the mirror may experience bad dreams?? Hmm.. is it really true??
Well, based on my experience, I have to say, it is true.
I sleep in front of a mirror. So, I never really bother even though I do have some weird dreams.
In my dream, people that appear in it are ALL unknown. I don't know who are they, never even seen them in real life but in my dream, I'm very familiar with them. They are like good friends in my dream and they all had names that I would later forget once I woke up. Weird, huh?
Anyways, I could bear with most of the dreams, good ones bad ones, yeah okay fine.
But just recently, I had this really scary one. So, here it goes:
(Warning: Readers May Not Get A Clear Image In Their Head Or Even Understand What Am I Writing Because I Had Forgotten Most Of It And I DO NOT Have A Vivid Imagination Plus I Suck At Describing Things, So Please DO NOT Read If You Do Not Want To Read A 10-Years-Old's Essay. My Intention Here Is Only To Share My Experience.)
It was pitch black at first, then I heard faint but FIERCE barks. The barking was getting louder and louder.
Then I started opening my eyes. It was blurry and still dark. All I saw was rusty silver bars and slowly, traces of figures. When my vision had fully recovered, I had the shock of my life when I saw a big black dog with sharp teeth (If you are wondering what breed is it, sorry I don't know) barking right at me. It had drools all over! I instantly knew that it was not a friendly one for it had eyes that I had never seen before. I could tell that it was full of evil and anger.
I backed away fearfully. It was then that I realized the dog was behind the bars. Thankfully, I wasn't in any danger at all. Out of the blue, a human grabbed the dog and tried to tie its mouth with something..(I can't quite remember this part..) It looks like the man was trying to hold the dog down. "Go, go, go!!", he yelled.
Out of nowhere, 3 people rushed into the house as quick as thunder! Behind the bars they went!! "That's where the beast is!! Why are they rushing over there??!!", I yelled in my mind.
When they had stepped foot into the house, they motioned me to follow. "What are you doing? Come on, faster!", they shouted at me. My mind was a total blank.. Www.. what was I supposed to do??!! I was so afraid that I could not stand up. That creature there is frightening! That dude is still trying very hard to hold it back. Somehow just by staring at him made me remember my mission.
I was assigned to kill DEMONS there. I was an (I don't know what to be called) exorcist. I was in front of a haunted house. (Crazy or what? What kind of dream is this??!!)
Awared of what I am and what I'm suppose to carry on, I still hesitated. I did not want to go over the bars. I was scared shitless just by looking at that dog! It seems the dog is protecting the house. Scary!
Then, that dude opened the bars(it's a gate) and dragged the dog out of the house. It seems that he knew I was scared. I'm such a coward, I thought. With the dog out of the way, I quickly dash into the 'danger zone'.
We, exorcists were fully armed. We wore clothes that looked like soldiers' uniform(green and black). We had weird weapons. In order to see the demons, we need special equipment. But, we could only equip it over our LEFT eye. (This is the part I seriously hate. My LEFT eye is a lazy eye, so I have problem - My vision is not clear.) Great, just great. How the heck did I become an exorcist if I have this shitty problem!
Skipping to the fighting demons part
Okay, I saw two demons. They were crawling on the wall and I found them hanging from the corner of the wall. My image was so blur that I had wish I was blind.. They looked like the creature in Lord of The Rings, the one that kept saying "My Preciousss..".
Anyways, I aimed at the demons. Then, suddenly they lunged at me! Instead of defending myself, I covered my eyes! One of the demons scratch and tore my chest off!! Blood splashed everywhere. I could see my flesh torn! In just a few seconds, I DIED.
In my vision that is!! Whoosh, I had a vision. The me in my dream just had a VISION. So cool!
Coming back to reality, I was still standing there, targeting at the two demons. Then, just like the vision, they lunged at me. Uh oh! I only have few more seconds to live if my vision do come true! Only this time, I did not cover my eyes. With my hands, I held my weapons high, aimed, and shoot at one of the demons. (I don't remember how it die though, like how gory it is..) Because it was two against one, I only managed to kill one. The second one was so quick that I couldn't follow. It jumped up at me. Before it could lay its bloody hands on me and finishes me off, it got shot dead.
"Hey, you okay?", said a familiar voice. Still startling, I looked at him. He was BIG and MUSCULAR. Wow, look at his muscles. He wore black sunglasses and was kind of bold. He was so strong! He was something like my captain. I think, can't quite remember..
-THE END-
Haha I could only remember until there. The rest is about me having difficulties adjusting to the equipment and my blurry image. This is a freaky and scary dream with images seen with a lazy eye. It seriously sounds like it was from a game, huh? Except, I never play those kind of killing demons game and I don't play those first-person shooting game like counter strike or any other. I just hate those kind of game.
I now cover the mirror with a piece of cloth and do not experience anymore of this weird stuffs.
So, anyone that has any opinion about sleeping in front of a mirror, please do share.
Because the person that sleeps in front of the mirror may experience bad dreams?? Hmm.. is it really true??
Well, based on my experience, I have to say, it is true.
I sleep in front of a mirror. So, I never really bother even though I do have some weird dreams.
In my dream, people that appear in it are ALL unknown. I don't know who are they, never even seen them in real life but in my dream, I'm very familiar with them. They are like good friends in my dream and they all had names that I would later forget once I woke up. Weird, huh?
Anyways, I could bear with most of the dreams, good ones bad ones, yeah okay fine.
But just recently, I had this really scary one. So, here it goes:
(Warning: Readers May Not Get A Clear Image In Their Head Or Even Understand What Am I Writing Because I Had Forgotten Most Of It And I DO NOT Have A Vivid Imagination Plus I Suck At Describing Things, So Please DO NOT Read If You Do Not Want To Read A 10-Years-Old's Essay. My Intention Here Is Only To Share My Experience.)
It was pitch black at first, then I heard faint but FIERCE barks. The barking was getting louder and louder.
Then I started opening my eyes. It was blurry and still dark. All I saw was rusty silver bars and slowly, traces of figures. When my vision had fully recovered, I had the shock of my life when I saw a big black dog with sharp teeth (If you are wondering what breed is it, sorry I don't know) barking right at me. It had drools all over! I instantly knew that it was not a friendly one for it had eyes that I had never seen before. I could tell that it was full of evil and anger.
I backed away fearfully. It was then that I realized the dog was behind the bars. Thankfully, I wasn't in any danger at all. Out of the blue, a human grabbed the dog and tried to tie its mouth with something..(I can't quite remember this part..) It looks like the man was trying to hold the dog down. "Go, go, go!!", he yelled.
Out of nowhere, 3 people rushed into the house as quick as thunder! Behind the bars they went!! "That's where the beast is!! Why are they rushing over there??!!", I yelled in my mind.
When they had stepped foot into the house, they motioned me to follow. "What are you doing? Come on, faster!", they shouted at me. My mind was a total blank.. Www.. what was I supposed to do??!! I was so afraid that I could not stand up. That creature there is frightening! That dude is still trying very hard to hold it back. Somehow just by staring at him made me remember my mission.
I was assigned to kill DEMONS there. I was an (I don't know what to be called) exorcist. I was in front of a haunted house. (Crazy or what? What kind of dream is this??!!)
Awared of what I am and what I'm suppose to carry on, I still hesitated. I did not want to go over the bars. I was scared shitless just by looking at that dog! It seems the dog is protecting the house. Scary!
Then, that dude opened the bars(it's a gate) and dragged the dog out of the house. It seems that he knew I was scared. I'm such a coward, I thought. With the dog out of the way, I quickly dash into the 'danger zone'.
We, exorcists were fully armed. We wore clothes that looked like soldiers' uniform(green and black). We had weird weapons. In order to see the demons, we need special equipment. But, we could only equip it over our LEFT eye. (This is the part I seriously hate. My LEFT eye is a lazy eye, so I have problem - My vision is not clear.) Great, just great. How the heck did I become an exorcist if I have this shitty problem!
Skipping to the fighting demons part
Okay, I saw two demons. They were crawling on the wall and I found them hanging from the corner of the wall. My image was so blur that I had wish I was blind.. They looked like the creature in Lord of The Rings, the one that kept saying "My Preciousss..".
Anyways, I aimed at the demons. Then, suddenly they lunged at me! Instead of defending myself, I covered my eyes! One of the demons scratch and tore my chest off!! Blood splashed everywhere. I could see my flesh torn! In just a few seconds, I DIED.
In my vision that is!! Whoosh, I had a vision. The me in my dream just had a VISION. So cool!
Coming back to reality, I was still standing there, targeting at the two demons. Then, just like the vision, they lunged at me. Uh oh! I only have few more seconds to live if my vision do come true! Only this time, I did not cover my eyes. With my hands, I held my weapons high, aimed, and shoot at one of the demons. (I don't remember how it die though, like how gory it is..) Because it was two against one, I only managed to kill one. The second one was so quick that I couldn't follow. It jumped up at me. Before it could lay its bloody hands on me and finishes me off, it got shot dead.
"Hey, you okay?", said a familiar voice. Still startling, I looked at him. He was BIG and MUSCULAR. Wow, look at his muscles. He wore black sunglasses and was kind of bold. He was so strong! He was something like my captain. I think, can't quite remember..
-THE END-
Haha I could only remember until there. The rest is about me having difficulties adjusting to the equipment and my blurry image. This is a freaky and scary dream with images seen with a lazy eye. It seriously sounds like it was from a game, huh? Except, I never play those kind of killing demons game and I don't play those first-person shooting game like counter strike or any other. I just hate those kind of game.
I now cover the mirror with a piece of cloth and do not experience anymore of this weird stuffs.
So, anyone that has any opinion about sleeping in front of a mirror, please do share.
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Happy Birthday Anne!!!
Hehe I made a simple picture for you with photoshop. If it's not nice, sorry ah, because I'm an amateur in photoshop. >.<
Anyways, I did almost everything, except for the brushes like the ribbons and the music brush, I got it from somewhere. Haha I think the fonts also got it from somewhere.
Yerr..I wanted to send you a picture message worr.. But it got rejected.. Your phone cannot receive? So, instead of sending you that song, I put a happy birthday song here la. Well, it's much nicer to hear than mine la. XP
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Sweat, sweat, more SWEAT and still the same weight!
Sweat Day 1 (27 Apr) - Starting from 8.30 a.m. to 12.30 p.m.
Sweat Day 2 (28 Apr) - Starting from 9.00 a.m. to 12.00 p.m.
Sweat Day 3 (29 Apr) - Starting from 1.00 p.m. to 3.00 p.m.
If you think I sweat because of exercising, then you're wrong. Besides, I would be crazy to exercise for so many hours.
Anyways, I sweat because it was hot! My house had been experiencing power-cut for 3 damn days already. There was no wind in my already burning house. I feel like I was in flames. I could not do anything at all, could not sleep and was forced to wake up at 8.30 am on the first day. SLEEPY. =.=
Then, I was bored till the extreme that I actually went and do house chores. VOLUNTARILY. -.-
Okay, day 1 was acceptable, but day 2??!! What? They think I have servants to fan me??!! Not only that, they allowed day 3 to happen too??!! Ergh!! If I actually lose weight by sweating then it's fine by me. But no, people can only slim down by exercising and burning lots of fats. Sweating only makes me smelling like a stinking (something)! =.=
I hope tomorrow will not be another sweating day 4...
Sweat, sweat, sweat.
How could you do this to me?
My whole body is now wet.
Give my wind back to me.
So I can be fresh again.
Sweat Day 2 (28 Apr) - Starting from 9.00 a.m. to 12.00 p.m.
Sweat Day 3 (29 Apr) - Starting from 1.00 p.m. to 3.00 p.m.
If you think I sweat because of exercising, then you're wrong. Besides, I would be crazy to exercise for so many hours.
Anyways, I sweat because it was hot! My house had been experiencing power-cut for 3 damn days already. There was no wind in my already burning house. I feel like I was in flames. I could not do anything at all, could not sleep and was forced to wake up at 8.30 am on the first day. SLEEPY. =.=
Then, I was bored till the extreme that I actually went and do house chores. VOLUNTARILY. -.-
Okay, day 1 was acceptable, but day 2??!! What? They think I have servants to fan me??!! Not only that, they allowed day 3 to happen too??!! Ergh!! If I actually lose weight by sweating then it's fine by me. But no, people can only slim down by exercising and burning lots of fats. Sweating only makes me smelling like a stinking (something)! =.=
I hope tomorrow will not be another sweating day 4...
Sweat, sweat, sweat.
How could you do this to me?
My whole body is now wet.
Give my wind back to me.
So I can be fresh again.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Siren!
My favourite song and music video from Nana!
Siren! This song is really nice! This is the best music video from her. Her hair is really bouncy and cute~ I love her hair!! >.<
Rating: ★★★★★
Hate Or Love Her??
My answer is the latter! Lol. Nana Kitade's voice is really unique, I like it. Haha my favourite ones from her are Siren, Kibou no Kakera, Antoinette Blue, Rasen, Kesenai Tsumi and a lot more. I love all the songs in Berry Berry Singles! It's really nice!
I like her styles too! All her gothic lolita dresses are really nice! Haha I wish I can have one! Anyways, she's also really good during lives. Superb!
Though, I don't really like her latest album, Bondage. She does a lot of screaming there. Haha maybe a little bit too noisy for me?? Lol. Anyways, keep it up, Nana!! Do your best and always be the happy girl you are. I'll try my best to always be happy too. :)
My Personality
I'm born in March and I found something really interesting. Here it is: XD
Some of it is really accurate! Hehe
Some of it is really accurate! Hehe
| MARCH | |
| * Attractive personality | |
| * Affectionate | |
| * Shy and reserved | |
| * Secretive | |
| * Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic | |
| * Loves peace and serenity | |
| * Sensitive to others | |
| * Loves to serve others | |
| * Not easily angered | |
| * Trustworthy | |
| * Appreciative and returns kindness | |
| * Observant and assess others | |
| * Revengeful | |
| * Loves to dream and fantasize | |
| * Loves traveling | |
| * Loves attention | |
| * Loves home decors | |
| * Musically talented | |
| * Loves special things | |
| * Moody | |
Personality Test
1.Put the following 5 animals in the order of your preference.
My answer to the first question is:
Answers to the second question:
Answers to the third question:
Haha it's scary how some of them can be quite accurate. Though some is totally wrong, like Jesus being my twin soul. How can that possibly be??
- Cow
- Tiger
- Sheep
- Horse
- Pig
- Dog
- Cat
- Rat
- Coffee
- Sea
- Yellow
- Orange
- Red
- White
- Green
My answer to the first question is:
- Sheep signifies LOVE
- Horse signifies FAMILY
- Cow signifies CAREER
- Tiger signifies PRIDE
- Pig signifies MONEY
Answers to the second question:
- Dog - Alert (Implies my own personality)
- Cat - Adorable (Implies the personality of my partner)
- Rat - Dirty (The personality of my enemies)
- Coffee - Enjoyable (How I interpret sex)
- Sea - Scary (Implies my own life)
Answers to the third question:
- Yellow - Anne (Someone I will never forget)
- Orange - Nat (Someone I consider my true friend)
- Red - Jess (Someone that I really love)
- White - Jesus (My twin soul)
- Green - Rog (Someone that I will remember for the rest of my life)
Haha it's scary how some of them can be quite accurate. Though some is totally wrong, like Jesus being my twin soul. How can that possibly be??
Monday, April 27, 2009
☆Shards of Hope☆
Let me teach you something,
So listen without laughing.
It's the fantastic story of this world.
Like why is the sky blue?
Or the trees green?
And the sun
Ever so radiant?
I'm sure that
Complicated words aren't necessary
To explain those things
Because we can't feel them with our hands.
Now start having only dreams
Where there is no wish that can't come true.
Rather than [aiming for] the ideal that's easiest to obtain
[Remember that] what you really want is out there.
You want to cry, but you can't.
If you cry wipe away your tears
Because I think a smiling face is the cutest, don't you?
But I'll make you tell me everything.
Hey, look! In this world
There is nothing that you cannot find.
You'd be surprised how much you can accomplish.
Over there
Glimmering shards of hope
Are scattered
And innumerably sparkling.
That's right. Even if you intend
To learn those things
Just cramming it all in your head
Will leave you knowing nothing.
Now be sure to love
Since this is a love that doesn't seem to end.
You don't need anything more than that anymore
But you won't find anything like it again.
If you are scared I'll be at your side.
If I am there with you please don't cry
Because I think a smiling face is the cutest, don't you?
So I want you to stay smiling.
Overflowing feelings
Fly so freely to the sky.
When its time for them to be set free
Will you smile for me?
Now start having only dreams
Where there is no wish that can't come true
Because we're running towards an uncertain future
And because I'll always be here, never abandoning you.
If this message reaches you take it to heart.
When it reaches you embrace even the impossible.
There are already too many sad things [in this world]
So smile right now!
So listen without laughing.
It's the fantastic story of this world.
Like why is the sky blue?
Or the trees green?
And the sun
Ever so radiant?
I'm sure that
Complicated words aren't necessary
To explain those things
Because we can't feel them with our hands.
Now start having only dreams
Where there is no wish that can't come true.
Rather than [aiming for] the ideal that's easiest to obtain
[Remember that] what you really want is out there.
You want to cry, but you can't.
If you cry wipe away your tears
Because I think a smiling face is the cutest, don't you?
But I'll make you tell me everything.
Hey, look! In this world
There is nothing that you cannot find.
You'd be surprised how much you can accomplish.
Over there
Glimmering shards of hope
Are scattered
And innumerably sparkling.
That's right. Even if you intend
To learn those things
Just cramming it all in your head
Will leave you knowing nothing.
Now be sure to love
Since this is a love that doesn't seem to end.
You don't need anything more than that anymore
But you won't find anything like it again.
If you are scared I'll be at your side.
If I am there with you please don't cry
Because I think a smiling face is the cutest, don't you?
So I want you to stay smiling.
Overflowing feelings
Fly so freely to the sky.
When its time for them to be set free
Will you smile for me?
Now start having only dreams
Where there is no wish that can't come true
Because we're running towards an uncertain future
And because I'll always be here, never abandoning you.
If this message reaches you take it to heart.
When it reaches you embrace even the impossible.
There are already too many sad things [in this world]
So smile right now!
Title: Kibou no Kakera
Music by: Nana Kitade
Translation of lyrics found in http://orenji-girl.net/nana/disco.html
The Girl With A Nice Cello
Tada~ Presenting Kanon Wakeshima~
I like her cello. It's so shiny and nice. Not only that, I like the sound that her cello produce. It's so beautiful. I'm in love with the sound. Whee~
Anyways, she released an album called Shinshoku Dolce.
When I first heard of it, I was so excited and I thought "OMG, she is releasing a new album, definitely can't wait to listen to it!" But when I finally got it, I didn't even listen to all of the tracks.. I mean, it sounds so cute and I don't know.. Somehow, I just don't like it. Sorry, Kanon..
I still prefer her first two singles. :)
Kanon Wakeshima -Suna no Oshiro-
I love this!! This is so nice!! I wish I can play this!!
Gosh, that guy is amazing!
Higurashi no Naku Koro ni!!
Here is a piano version of higurashi! The scary part is enjoyable! Kakaka
Beethoven's Moonlight Sonata Movement 3
Wilhelm Kempff playing on the piano. He is amazing.
You wouldn't know he's playing on the piano if you don't look at his hands. Wow, he looks so relax and calm.
Bartok Allegro Barbaro
I love how this guy plays the piano!! So full of energy and emotional!
I get excited when I see this video! XD
LOVE THE ENDING~~
Saturday, April 25, 2009
I'm Obsess With My Blog!!
Every time I on my com, the first thought that came into my mind is: "Hmm.. What shall I blog about today??"
I mean, wow, I love blogging or what?!
I tried to make a layout for my blog but failed. :(
I want my blog to be more colourful or more interesting. Woah, it sure needs a lot of work. So, in the end, I think this current layout will just do..
Blogging sure is fun! :)
I mean, wow, I love blogging or what?!
I tried to make a layout for my blog but failed. :(
I want my blog to be more colourful or more interesting. Woah, it sure needs a lot of work. So, in the end, I think this current layout will just do..
Blogging sure is fun! :)
Friday, April 24, 2009
♥Chocolate-chip Walnut Cookies♥
I love chocolate cookies!! Whee~ Chocolate-chip walnut cookies are really tasty. So, I decided to put the ingredients in my blog! Yeah~
Ingredient A
Time: 15-20 minutes
Sources: From a friend's cooking book
Ingredient A
- 250 g Butter
- 1 1/2 Eggs (I have no idea why is it 1 and 1/2)
- 1/2 tsp Vanilla
- 200 g Sugar
- 1/2 tsp Instant Coffee
- 400 g Plain Flour
- 4 tbsp Cocoa Powder
- 2 tsp Baking Powder
- 120 g Chopped Walnuts
- 200 g Chocolate-chips
Time: 15-20 minutes
Sources: From a friend's cooking book
Dreams Are Shattered
That's right, my dream becoming a pianist is shattered. This is because I'm now 18 years old and I'm not even a grade 1 piano student. So sad.. I can't even play my favourite piece - Beethoven's Piano Sonate No. 8 in C minor, OP.13 "Pathetique" - 2nd Movement.
There's another piece that I would love to play - Beethoven's Piano Sonata No. 14 in C Sharp Minor, Op. 27 No. 2 "Moonlight", but I'm just a foolish person, to even think that I can play that amazing piece.
Anyways, I'm learning a really easy song right now and I can't even perfect it.. It's called Still Doll by Kanon Wakeshima(The TV version). That is only like 1 minute and 25 seconds. Well, if I can't become a professional pianist, I might as well play piano as a hobby.
Playing piano is fun! :)
There's another piece that I would love to play - Beethoven's Piano Sonata No. 14 in C Sharp Minor, Op. 27 No. 2 "Moonlight", but I'm just a foolish person, to even think that I can play that amazing piece.
Anyways, I'm learning a really easy song right now and I can't even perfect it.. It's called Still Doll by Kanon Wakeshima(The TV version). That is only like 1 minute and 25 seconds. Well, if I can't become a professional pianist, I might as well play piano as a hobby.
Playing piano is fun! :)
Breakfast: Salty Oats
Today, I had the worst oats of my life!!
I did a terrible mistake while cooking oats: ADD SALT
I thought the oats would be better if I add more salt and less sugar.
It turns out that the oats taste horrible...
Note to myself: Never add salt to oats..It taste horribly awful..I almost puke..
I did a terrible mistake while cooking oats: ADD SALT
I thought the oats would be better if I add more salt and less sugar.
It turns out that the oats taste horrible...
Note to myself: Never add salt to oats..It taste horribly awful..I almost puke..
Thursday, April 23, 2009
I Finally Decided to Have A Blog!!
I've been having this thought for quite a while now. So, I finally decided that TODAY is the day that I will have my own blog!! Yeah~ FIRST POST~ XD
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