T.T

I've realised something bad.. I think I might have a mild phobia over something... I did not want to admit it but this could be a really serious case if I don't tell anyone.. But I don't know how to go about it.. It's so frustrating... Why do I have this intense fear every time I do that..? Haiz.. I can't believe it myself...

I have to depend on others now... Haiz... How am I supposed to live my life now..? Gosh..