Future..

The colorgenics quiz was astoundingly very accurate. For 1 week now, I have been thinking of a way to blog the emotions I'm feeling. Well, this quiz says it all..

I am very terrified with the word 'future'. I hate it whenever I hear that word. Why is that word so overwhelming yet being such a simple word.. I hate you 'future'.

I'm not sure about the children nowadays but in my days, like primary one or two, whenever given the question "what do you want to be when you grow up?". It would always be, "I want to be a doctor or a nurse or a police, a soldier!" But the most common answer that every kid in my class is the word 'doctor'. I too, had a big dream like that. When I think back, I felt like why all the kids think that way? There are so many better dreams. So many good ones, like musician or a cook or something else that has to do with the word 'fun'.

Future, future, future. Future brings fear to my soul. I get really anxious when I think of my future. Time really flies and humans grow. Soon, we will be all grown up and a whole new life. Somehow, I'm so afraid of those. I feel like running away from them. Running away from the questioning of what would your future be like.

I'm so confused, that's all I can say..